Mother Trucker!!!!!

Poker Content/Rant/Crying/Pissed off MoFo:

Holy Brokeback Mountain penetration Batman, I just got treated like that red-headed stepchild down the street. Wow, bring the pain. I just experienced one of the worst sessions that I've had in a while. I decided to stretch it out and 3 table $2/$4 on Full Contact Poker for a little while to try and see if I could start clearing out the bonus quicker. A horrific idea. Not that I can't comfortably play 3 tables at once, because I can, but that it was one of those sessions where you would swear that everybody at the table knew your exact cards every time.

Raise with AA the 2 times I got them.......steal the blinds.

3 bet AKos and get it heads up............... Get beat by JTos.

3 bet with JJ........................other dude has JJ.

Raise w/KK.......................flop a set, and villain nails his flush on the river.

Cry, cry, cry. Rant, rant, rant.

By the time it was all said and done, 45 minutes later, I was down about $90 and left looking for mommy. I know that these types of hits shouldn't hurt/suck/kick me in the nads, but damn, it still does. Now, I'm really good about not tilting, as it takes quite a bit to get me there, and I did not tilt during this session, but it's only a small victory. I wish that I could be above the gut wretching feeling after the constant beatings in da nads. If I'm every gonna make a semi-income at this stuff, I gotta stop with the emotional blows to the ego.

Yeah, yeah, I know, it's all one big session. That's what I keep telling myself. And I really do understand it, really.

Even Cameltoes got repeatedly kicked in da nads today. Must be something in the air. Or it could be that hanging full moon (and no I don't mean Big R's plumber's crack) out there.

Peace out my brethren. Keep on keepin on.